I Surrender

I took another pill and I went down the rabbit hole Forgot where I had been and that I had somewhere to go Forgot what I had seen and so around and round I go Took another pill to see if I could get back home All along the way I heard you crying in the distance That you knew the way and I should give up my resistance And I surrender, I do It's too hard to live this life the way I knew And I surrender, I do I can't fight another minute I wanna live right in it The night it came too soon again The light already gone I'm feeling so confused again Forgot the way back home And now I'm battered, bruised again I thought that I had grown I think I'm feeling used again by the demons of my own And all along the way I heard you crying in the distance That you knew the way and I should give up my resistance I surrender, I do It's too hard to live this life the way I knew I surrender, I do I can't fight another minute I wanna live right in it I wanted to be who I am (So much lighter) I wanted to stand where I land (So much brighter) I almost gave up all my plans (Growing faster) Drowning right here on dry land (It won't last, oh) I surrender, I do It's too hard to live this life the way I knew I surrender, I do I can't fight another minute I wanna live right in it I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do I surrender, I do Beverly Jayne