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Suicide
4,570
Hip-Hop/Rap
Suicide was released on May 29, 2020 by King Jax as a part of the album Suicide - Single
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Release DateMay 29, 2020
LabelKing Jax
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
J.A.Y.
J.A.Y.
Lyrics

Lyrics

Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
Sorry I had to leave
It just wasn't meant to be
I know it got the best of me
My fears are manifest
I guess it's destiny
This life wasn't meant for me
Full of all this misery
I'm always looking back
Let me change the history
Show you something I will be
Show you something I can be
Show you something meant for me
I wanna say sorry
It's all over now
This is how it ends
I had to cleanse my sins
I had to make amends
I'm getting colder now
I wanna be as mesmer
I wanna be a writer
I wanna be a lover
But I'm sitting all alone
Hanging by a thread
Man I'm wishing I was dead
I wanna hold you tighter
I wanna be your savior
I wanna be your lover
I wanna be a fighter
But I got these demons
I'm dying for a reason
I wish I wasn't leaving
I blink a couple times
Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
I was just a kid when I first started biking
Got beat a couple times then I started fucking psyching
Sitting at the doctor's office waiting for my pain meds
All in my head, mentally unstable
Going through depression they tied me with the cable
Had this weird sensation trapped in a horse stable
Three meals a day this must be a prison
Moods changing like the seasons
Add a little salt my food needs some season
At the age of 15 I cut my own wrist
Cigarette burns that's sitting on my chest
I never had a good life I never was a bliss
Punching holes in the wall with a broken fist
I'm always seeing red started running from the feds
I never had a bed I'm getting colder now
With my dying words
I wanna say I'm sorry
I wanna say I- I-
Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
Written by: J.A.Y.
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