How did I get this way?

Why do I act as if I am without emotions?

Maybe I'll forgive myself when I'm fucking dead Bring her back You can't watch someone die and walk away

Shut everything out Push everyone I love away and it's no wonder why

Not the man I want to be not the father I dreamt to see Gone too soon

I died along with you you fucking killed me too If these are my last words I'll give them to you Between life and death we will see this through If these are my last words I'll give them to you my last words see this through Can you feel the cold wind grow? Death is near Who's next for the taking? Looked dead in the eye, watched you take your last breath

When you wake up the next day and forget that they're gone, it's not all that easy to actually move on It wasn't just a dream But a dark reality

The shades of grief change like the season

If these are my last words I'll give them to you

Between life and death we will see this through

If these are my last words I'll give them to you my last words see this through

The closest person I knew

Please don't forget me, just because you're gone Does not mean you won't live on Candles inside the funeral home

Remind me of the stories we were told

Dragging my feet learning how to love again All I knew was suffering

In a better peace in your resting place I found closure In your resting place I found composure You can hold back the tears but not the guilt and fear