Not Today

I'm so tired of always trying to fit in It's like I don't even know myself anymore Looking in the mirror and all I see Are all my flaws and my insecurities And oh someone change me Before I lose all control And yeah I know someday I will change I won't feel this way Right now I tend to concentrate On what the people say Sit back and watch my self-worth Go circling down the drain I'll learn to love myself one day But today is not that day Not today Not today Not today I'm so sick of looking on my phone 'Cause all I see is people Putting on the same damn show It makes me feel worse Hide my feelings inside 'Til I can't take it no more But damn I've tried And oh someone change me Before I lose all control And yeah I know someday I will change I won't feel this way Right now I tend to concentrate On what the people say Sit back and watch my self-worth Go circling down the drain I'll learn to love myself one day Hopefully someday Hopefully someday