3am in Miami

I'm all in my feelings A whole lot to deal with Got dreams of a million and ownin' a building Sometimes I don't feel it, been thinkin' bout quittin' But gotta keep pushin', 'cause I never finish I'm doin' these songs to accumulate fans But it ain't enough to carry out the plan My baby mama she workin' 2 jobs Deserve an applause, she do what she can She checkin' my phone when it ain't in my hand Wonderin' when Ima' fuck up again Like where does it end We fightin' and fuckin', I'm breakin' her in Landlord out here raisin the rent God took my cousin and ever since I've been stuck, trapped in the abyss Then he took chivs Guess I'll blame it on the way that they lived Run from the problems, I'm hoppin' the fence I let my issues burn away in a spliff Look for an end when I'm cockin' that clip I would disappear, but a nigga got kids Still feel like a kid I'm being for real I'm done bein' grown, fuck payin' these bills yeah My daughter 9 months, almost off that Enfamil yeah That shit is expensive That's why I'm chasin' these riches That's why I'm creatin' these businesses In case I don't place with this penmanship So much doubt even though I'm bigger than when I started I was little then If I had the same mindset back then Think 'bout what I coulda been 3 am in Miami Palm trees, no grammy No phantom, I ain't Danny Can't go ghost on my family Had to go back to Ohio Literally for my family Survival Knew homies that turned into rivals Its sad cause I miss'em to the death And speakin' of death I keep losin' my idols Mama want me to pick up a bible She think I'm out livin' too wild Vicious cycle, no one to dial Depression is not in my file But still I feel dead inside That's why there's an 'X' in "JXVE" Even if I exercised it wouldn't work out 3 am in Miami Palm trees, no grammy No phantom, I ain't Danny Can't go ghost on my family Nah Nah 3 am in Miami Palm trees, no grammy No phantom, I ain't Danny Can't go ghost on my family Nah Nah