Say I'm Sober

Flushed out the demons And I've been blaming someone else I have my reasons Why I couldn't be myself And I've been trying But it don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me Total disaster Grew like a cancer in my chest And in the laughter Was it pain I thought I'd left? But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober These broken pieces Stitch back together by a thread I know I'll never Be the same inside my head But, I've been trying But that don't come easy to me It don't come easy to me And I've been working hard to heal But nobody gonna feel what I feel And now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm learning through the fire But the flames are getting hot Every day's a little harder on and on Goes on and on So, I live like it's my last Keep the pain inside the past I won't go back, won't go back So, now I've been tryna break it down to build it up I've been tryna tell myself I'm good enough So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober And I'm done Done with staying out all night until the dawn Saying I'm alright to cover up the storm So, tell me it's over, say I'm sober