Falling Apart

I don't believe what a fool I've been Crashing into your lives again and again One day I'll repair broken thoughts in my head I pinch my skin there's no feeling Choking under an ocean of rain Am I going insane? Does it matter? Chasing off to what never been real Tell me why do I feel I'm together 'Cause I'm not falling in love I'm falling apart And I'm getting confused Cause I'm loosing my heart I'm so bloody messed up I don't know where to start sick of hurting I tried so hard, I'm not falling in love Don't go hiding behind the same old disguise Caught up in that place that holds you frozen inside I burned the sky so you could find your way You leave me here in the dark bleeding Drowning under a desert of rain And I going insane? Does it matter? Im craving something much warmer than steel Tell me why do I feel I'm together I'm not falling in love I'm falling apart And I'm getting confused Cause I'm loosing my heart I'm so bloody messed up I don't know where to start sick of hurting I'm trying I'm trying I'm not falling in love Looking over an ocean of pain If I took all the blame would it matter? Cause I'm not falling in love I'm falling apart And I'm getting confused Cause I'm loosing my heart I'm so bloody messed up I don't know where to start, sick of hurting I'm trying so hard I'm falling apart I'm falling apart