Dark Hole

I've been, in this dark hole for too long That, its starting to feel like home Look Its 3Am Sitting down playing my acoustic Reminiscing my past, from this music Getting my revenge and you know that, i will prove it Tryna find a solution to my problems i ain't tryna lose it This feelings eating me up inside, my inner peace is ruined I lost everything i had, now its like i'm losing Thinking about whats the right thing to be doing Reacting aggressively I'm an engine without coolant My conscience ain't too clear, its telling me to avoid being moral just to make myself superior These decisions, pulling me from left to right i cant steer I fell off till i became unconscience, i wasn't cautious of the consequences that appeared But you know i finally conquered my fear Of losing mostly everything the past 3 years Now I'm calm as an otter in the water so theres nothing that can bother me or interfere I use to be in a deep hole and i couldn't get out Been stuck in this dark place it became home no doubt For so long i blacked out But I'm back now i bailed out Everyone seems to bring me down, but i holdout Like my pride that never dies, i be feeling alive Then i get broken clockwise a lot of times in my life... Till it became a spoken timeline 2 times, thats a day without a single advice So now its like I'm getting spider bites Provoking situations that i cant deny this the reason why i never survive But i be asking myself why am i always miserable in life Without the help that i've hope for from day to night I stay to myself even though my body tried to decline my own mind Look who's back its Frank Castle Use to backtrack cuz i was always in a battle With myself the enemy that is fragile Between my life and me i had a lot to tackle No destiny in life these emotions were hard to handle Until I'm bursting out the door with tears from bad results I'm on the floor feeling heated, bouta explode like a lightbulb I mostly got bullied, down the road and verbally beated with a lot of insults I've been dirty from my past but i rinsed off Now I'm getting ready for kick off cuz I'm pissed off This shirt that i ripped off cuz I'm fed up with everything Use to be soft but people sharpened my edges for me to leave trenches no i cant be squashed Theres none from me to withdraw Cant solve my mind its a jigsaw Got your mind criss crossed Back and forth into a seesaw Hard to see through my heart when its scratched from a bears claw Lot of challenges i fought from right to left i turned into a southpaw And the enemies that brought a lot of chaos These flaws that turned to pain is all i felt that no one cared about or even saw I punished myself a lot but I'm done with this If you think you can break me and act like you the toughest Then you're the dumbest, I don't need any unwanted rubbish After a year of numbness all i want is peace and justice Theres so much that i got under my sleeves From the suffers of others and lovers out numbered to an extreme That made me complete so i proceed to succeed In my life that nobody tempts to agree I'll guarantee ill prove most people wrong with all this heat that i feed Mercy's what you need with a single plead That'll lead you to realize i cant be defeat My life's too sweet without the treats without the needs Best believe that people would want to disagree And invent the truth into a sequel thats never been heard or seen