A Life Defined

I'm falling far away Can't stop myself from descending Tragedy comes calling A life defined by the choices we make I'm tired, years of depression destroying my life Dragging me down, sitting and waiting for the next day to begin Hoping that it all gets better, all this sadness taking my soul Destroying anything that could have been What has become of me? Dreaming of a better day Beaten down by all of this My life is worthless yet I can't take it What has become of me? Dreaming of a better day Beaten down by all of this My life is worthless yet I can't take it I'm falling far away Can't stop myself from descending Tragedy comes calling A life defined by the choices we make Can never get enough sleep to pick up where I used to be Why is it so hard to find joy in waking Yet in the morning I keep my eyes closed There's nothing to look forward to No one ever cared No one would ever know That I'm not alone Go Self pity is my friend, I'm suffocating myself Can't let me breath, it's taking everything thing away from me Have all my steps now led me to this? Is it easier to live or take a violent way out? What has become of me Dreaming of a better day Beaten down by all of this My life is worthless yet I can't take it What has become of me Dreaming of a better day Beaten down by all of this My life is worthless yet I can't take it I'm falling far away Can't stop myself from descending Tragedy comes calling In a life defined by the choices we make This can't be the end, don't take me home I step to the edge and I let go Let it go Let it go