Broken Fingers

It's like a part of me has died Now I will fall on my knees I drill holes in myself I drill holes in myself Just to get out Searchlights are following me Now I can't hide The haunting begins I crawl over myself I crawl over myself Just to get out And, oh I'm broken and bitter now I completely failed I completely failed Suppose I'm faking this feeling now That I'm beaten down I'm beaten down (I'll) stop trying to hold out for more It's like you stopped Apologizing My blood runs dry The fallout begins And I hope you'll be last And I hope you'll be last As I get out The strength you had Was borrowed from me The hatred now is swallowing me I'll dispose of myself (I'll) dispose of myself Just to get out And, oh I'm broken and bitter now I completely failed I completely failed Suppose I'm faking this feeling now That I'm beaten down I'm beaten down