Scared

I don't know where to start Got walls around my heart And you come up against them All the time Wish I could turn the page And let you in my brain You said you're dying Just to get inside But I don't wanna go there Wait, I do wanna go there But I'm scared Yeah I'm scared I try I do But The memories still in my head Still feel the pain inside my chest I fight I lose 'cause I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared That I'll get hurt Oh I don't wanna get hurt The rubble left behind The ashes piled high I still remember what it feels like To get burned Wish I could turn the page And let you in my brain I know you're dying Just to get inside But I don't wanna go there Wait, I do wanna go there But I'm scared Yeah I'm scared I try I do But the memories still in my head Still feel the pain inside my chest I fight I lose 'cause I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared That I'll get hurt Oh I don't wanna get hurt I wanna be an open book I'm trying to be vulnerable But I, I don't wanna get burned again So if I let it all out Will you stay? I try I do But the memories still in my head Still feel the pain inside my chest I fight I lose 'cause I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared That I'll get hurt I try I do I do The memories still in my head Still feel the pain inside my chest I fight I lose 'cause I'm scared I'm scared I'm scared That I'll get hurt Oh I don't wanna get hurt No I don't wanna get hurt I wanna be an open book I'm trying to be vulnerable But I, I don't wanna get burned again