I Wanted To Hate You.

The world goes by but mine comes to a stop My memory is being overloaded by you And from the calculations I had never thought That this is what I would've had to go through I wanna see you stay But I know you don't look at me the same And now I'm watchin' you walking away It hurts to get up so I'll just lie in the rain I wanted to hate you I know it's selfish but I can't find a way To stop thinkin' about you The things you do and the things you say You left me lying here I ask myself if you know just what you did And what you didn't As you fade I wonder what it meant My mind's a mess and all the programs freeze This heart that made me I the pain and O the tears And now there's errors in my .exe's I think a power off is what I need I wanted to see you stay But I knew you didn't look at me the same And all I did was watch you walk away It hurt to get up so I just lied in the rain I wanted to hate you (Wanted to hate you) I know it's selfish but I can't find a way To stop thinkin' about you (Thinkin' about you) The things you do and the things you say You left me lying here (Left me lying here) I ask myself if you know just what you did And what you didn't As you fade I wonder what it meant I wanted to hate you