Holding On Too Tight

I'm not sure, I'm not sure where it began But I'll hold your hand Make it through everything we can But I, what I really wanna know is if how I feel Is only in my head, or is it real? Some of the time I stay up all night hoping I am in your sight And we will be everything I could have imagined I'll stand taller now and listen to the wind Listen closely, love you only Sad, all my days have been, and maybe I won't be lonely Something hurts me deep, down inside Why don't I know the way to your heart? I can't shake that thought of you Wanting me as bad as I do you Want you Oh, but did you even notice me? I'm over here holding on to the idea that our love is holy Did I fabricate this? Will I always be lonely? Holding my ideas only Holding myself only