Get Bummed Out

Waking up just to say your goodbyes Feign composure but I know you lie I know you try so hard, so, so hard Now I'm biting my nails and you're biting your tongue I'm cracking my bones 'cause of what I've done Do I make you nervous, as nervous as you make me? If I breathe too close to you Can I count on you to just make up your mind? Steady heartbeat for once in my life I'm moving my feet so I can try To get over you before you're even mine Hoping you'll call so that I can ignore You were confusing but I can take care of myself I just wish sometimes that I didn't always have to If I move away from you Would you miss me the way that I miss you? So get more blue and I won't talk to you 'Cause it'll hurt too badly when you let me down And I've been tired I've been waking up alone And I drive around this stupid town Building you up in my mind And I get bummed out 'Cause I fell asleep on all your bad dreams I'm in love with how you make me feel like I'm not so alone But I can go if you feel like giving up Just make a mess of me, I'll always clean it up