Repentance

Is this the end of my life or is this the strangest of dreams The darkness consuming my mind, someone, told me, to lie down As I speak my demise, The nightmares consuming my dreams Confusing the conscious with lies Again All that i thought was unreal, still thinking that this is a dream I scream at the top of my lungs, no one, hears me scream As I'm dying inside, the sorrow and sickness I feel Confusing that conscious with lies, again Everything I thought was true See the world through shattered eyes All the things I've said and done Repentance The mind is a strange thing to lose Not knowing what I'm going to do Despondent one day at a time Anxious, empty, inside As I'm losing my soul The thoughts that run thru my mind Confusing the conscious with lies Again Everything I say and do Nothing works it all falls through Feel the rage that builds inside Repentance Stuck inside this rubber room, these four walls become my tomb Everyday it slips away, my consciousness I can't regain I've become my only friend, look inside my black tooth grin Left alone inside my mind, you will never see my demise All of the feelings inside All of the hate that I find No one can save me this time Doctor says I'm doing well, but every day's a living hell Days that I don't leave my bed, for fear of thoughts inside my head Waste away in side my mind, will I make it through this time Welcome to my world I live, only death can end all my pain All of the feelings inside All of the hate that I find No one can save me this time Everything we thought was true See the world that we've construed All the things we've said and done Repentance