One look at me see no rapper

Wrapping that up fore I smash her

No back that up, I'm immaculate

Matter fact I'm spectacular

Cap about all that flashy stuff

You a bitch, I'm a bachelor

Bet you dollars I get it

Boy If I break it I patch it up

Bitch I'm ready to get my

Flowers, and I really don't get why

Hours that I spend by the laptop

Never done cuz the bar that I set's high

I might just dip in the bag for another couple grams

Save up a stack Imma need some rubber bands

Shit is it magic?

Its in my other hand

Make it evaporate, quick I don't understand

But I know

All my funds easy come easy go

But you can't spend that shit when you die

What a terrible thought to be broke

Shit, I basically border the line

Go to work for my rent and my smoke

They say making a change in my life can be good but I'm trying to manage my hope

But I wonder how far it can go

Till I break down like before

And I'm face down on the floor

And I Open my mouth, try to make sounds but I choke on the words that I say now

Every verse got a dose of my pain now

After all of the work I put in if I throw it away mow,

What the fuck is the difference that Shit will be up on the internet after I'm laid down

Yikes

Imma get my mind right

Imma take my time tonight

Imma only drink wine tonight

Imma need to take a Tylenol

I'll be in bed by nine tonight

I mean, yeah you're fine and all

You're really just not my type

Its really just not my fight

To fight

A miracle is not quite likely

You're right

I get overly mad

And its still what I'm on

When its gone then he know what he had

Just look in his eyes

You know that he sad

The shit that you wrote to me bad

I hope that he glad

Keep it close to me, yeah I'm afraid

I'm supposed to be mad

So just keep it a buck with me

Hit that shit one more time if you fuck with me

Got a whole other bag of that stuff with me

Hit it one other time if you love living

Kind of fuck with it

Thinking back I wish I would have

Stuck with It

Shit was doing for me what the drugs didn't

But pursuing it

Meant giving up sitting on my ass

Feeling like chump

Killing all my brain cells

That I got left

When the pain tells me

To call up that mother fucker, get the dope

I can take it away

With a pill and some smoke

I, am better than I ever been, woah

So high I'm touching heaven, I crash

I needed to stay high

I sleep in the day time

I really just makes rhymes

& rap over bass lines

I never could say why

This shit it just takes time

I hop in the hay ride

Dont pick up the face time

See I been

Patiently waiting

Thru all the days I been taking

To try and get it together

Its like I'm under the weather

I really hate to be breaking

The promises that I'm making

I mean I'm better than ever

I'm doing what I could never

I put a ribbon on the present moment

I put the spliff down for a minute

Imma let em hold it

Forever golden

We making waves, shaking oceans

I spin the globe

Try break it open

Looking like an addiction

I'm looking for another way of coping

Remind myself

Of the vision

To try and stay in motion

Might even say I'm broken

Everybody panicking like when a baby's choking