The Truth

The truth is I think about you all the time The truth is I haven't found another life The truth is I miss the way we used to fight And that's the truth The truth is that though you never hear from me That does not mean that I'm not thinking 'bout you constantly It's just my pride is a condition That has come to be My only truth Maybe I'm not bitter from the past I just haven't found a future yet to prove that love can last And lately I see you behind my eyes For every six nights that I sleep, well I still dream about you five Baby I can't keep living a lie And that's the truth I swear you'll try to find me In the next person you meet I promise that you'll fuck her And you'll wish that it were me I'm holding on to memories the way I once held on to you And that's the truth Maybe I'm not sorry that you're gone I just miss the way you used to kiss things right when they were wrong And lately I've thought we should keep in touch But I'm far too far to touch you I know words don't mean enough So baby let's just leave this up to luck And that's the truth Lately I've been thinking of the day When you told me there were stars between us But you needed space And then you went and kicked me to the curb Like a cadaver in a ditch You taught me life's a fucking bitch Come to think of it I better live Without the truth