Trapped in my own hell but why do I love it

Standing over hell's fire might just jump in

Feel like I'm about to hit a waterfall

So close to the edge it's like all my friends are dead

But yet first they sucked me dry

Now they don't give a fuck if I'm living in the sky

Still alive, yet I'm sinking like Titanic

With no life vest and I still don't panic

Four black walls, stuck, I'm surrounded

Locked tight in my room, can't keep grounded

Got a demon in my head can't help but hear of what he says

Tell me I'm better off dead, dead, dead, dead

Got a demon in my head can't help but hear of what he says

Tell me I'm better off dead, dead, dead

Now I'm getting fucked up

Fucking with these hoes and fucking with these drugs

Getting fucked up I don't care about my luck

The devil controlling my vices put 666 all on my eyelids

Sad and angry what my mood is cut the pain with all of these acids

Fuck what you think about me I'm dying alone in these streets

No bad boy but fuck the police, corruption is all that I see, chemical breeze is all that I breathe

No friends to spend this time with, in the studio is where my time's been

Fucking up the booth all talk but no violence the devil watches me in silence