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R&B/Soul
I was released on October 23, 2020 by 2166092 Records DK2 as a part of the album Amid - EP
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Release DateOctober 23, 2020
Label2166092 Records DK2
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM92

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Chloe Lawton Vlan de Castro
Chloe Lawton Vlan de Castro
Songwriter
JACOB AUBREY MYERSON
JACOB AUBREY MYERSON
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jake Karno
Jake Karno
Producer
CRKD FNGRS
CRKD FNGRS
Producer

Lyrics

Always been inhibited, nervous
Always felt neglected
I was young then
Bad habits got me caught up in it
Always in my mind
Inside my vices
I been
Thinking about these memories
Dreaming about those fantasies
Everyone seen me play the streets
Tell me they loved me on TV
I couldn’t see what they could see, nah
Probably seen me lose my sanity, ah
Ah-Ah
Funny ain’t the same now
Ah-Ah
Say the years are wasted
Ah-Ah
Say I wanna change it
Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah
I’m still body conscious
Hanging on my conscience
Running out of options
Used to break my promise
Now I ain’t so heartless
I’d be more acceptant
If I weren’t so obnoxious
Least I like to tell myself that
At least I like to bail myself out
Feeling like I'm someone else now
Think I’m gonna wear myself down
Think I need a therapist now
Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah
Loosely passing cigarettes and dirty money
School had me so down when they was picking on me
I remember Ellie she was always funny with me
She was never honest
Always on it
I was always messing with the wrong crowd
Tryna fit in but I couldn’t be loud enough
I just wanted somewhere I could be proud enough
Funny how things work out
Everyone turned their backs on me
Nobody had no loyalty
Everyone taking shots at me
Only ever had me frenemies
Then shit got messy
Too much MD
No more Ellie
She was empty
Hanging out the bathroom window
No one could do anything
No one could say anything
No one could believe it they
Needed explanation it’s
Crazy when she went away
She was just the same as me
Ah-Ah
Funny ain’t the same now
Ah-Ah
Say the years are wasted
Ah-Ah
Say I wanna change it
Ah-Ah
Ah-Ah
I’m still body conscious
Hanging on my conscience
Running out of options
Used to break my promise
Now I ain’t so heartless
I’d be more acceptant
If I weren’t so obnoxious
Least I like to tell myself that
At least I like to bail myself out
Feeling like I'm someone else now
Think I’m gonna wear myself down
Think I need a therapist now
Ah-Ah-Ah-Ah
Written by: Chloe Lawton Vlan de Castro, JACOB AUBREY MYERSON
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