Neurosis

Show me your smile! How many times I must tell? I don't feel right My thoughts are twisted in my head Outside, I seem to be fine That's why you're trying to deny? Debating with myself of truth and false This can't be, just can't be true My brain is locked Stalkers in my yard, I get played by my thoughts I know there is nothing, but I must be sure How the hell, should I solve this mess? Loved ones are worried I should tell them Don't say anything They will think you're crazy You ruin everything I'm ashamed of who I am My vision's distorted You're upside down Not functional enough to do anything Pills don't work I am victim of the world I feel I'm getting worse I'm all dead inside Did I just kill my nurse? Praying for the night Why can't I sleep forever? Something's wrong, did they get enough? Enchanting silence I think they're gone I can't believe that I made it, I lost them all How did I end up in here? Show me your smile!