Wanderlost (feat. Bright Son)

Let the roach ash Running fingers over rose quartz and topaz Thinking how the days tend to go past so fast Still trying to figure things out with my grown ass Sometimes I wanna throw all in a tote bag Be a nomad and tell these stories to my notepad I always knew that I had to make my own path Feelin like Gil Scott, 'cause hatred's where your homes at Compared to how some brothers came up, wasn't so bad Wasn't no Huxtable, but i did have a Ghost Dad Mom would take slow drags from her smoke stash Temporary sedation, but know it won't last It's cold out here, it's a bucket of snow crabs After high school, most end up low class All I got in this world is my word and my gonads Before my toe's tagged, what the fuck will I be known as Finally in a place with myself for company I know that you sent for me But I won't be returning I wont be returning, no I found myself lost at sea, realizing it takes time to see The things that I've been yearning for Now I won't be returning, no No, I won't be returning And I keep having this dream where I survive a shipwreck Washed up on an island that nobody knows exists yet Couldn't shake the feeling that the shit was kismet So I never tried to send a signal of distress I took vines from the trees and made a fish net And I casted it out along on the inlet First time ever that I felt that I could get rest So when the search team came, guess what I did next I headed for the hills, I hid deep in a ridge cleft With the insects right next to a wren's nest Stayed there until I knew for certain the men left 'Cause the world they wanna put me in is a big mess It's so beautiful, but everyday it's a bit less, Tell me why we can't get the water in Flint fresh Meanwhile, the same people slave for a rent check Seems like alone is the place where I fit best Finally in a place with myself for company I know that you sent for me But I won't be returning I wont be returning, no I found myself lost at sea, realizing it takes time to see The things that you've been yearning for And I won't be returning, no