Awake in the Wake of a Wave

I can see some trouble up ahead I haven't told a single soul it's Too early to tell And in this empty hand I hold an apology You read between the lines And every word is me So as we say goodnight Just know that I'm sorry I've been feeling sorry for myself I haven't really had the time For anybody else And in this empty house where No one else can see what I see Now my eyes are tired I'm not seeing anything I know it's not it's not your problem When I start to feel this way I'm sorry if I'm the reason Now that you're feeling the same I believe it's time I should be leaving And it won't be long until I'm gone I don't belong I don't belong I don't belong I don't belong I believe it's time I should be leaving And it won't be long until I'm gone I don't belong I don't belong I don't belong I don't belong I should say I'm not too good in social situations Since I saw saw you I've been hiding In the back room With my hands over my eyes I don't belong I don't belong I still think the monsters In my head are out to get me When I said I'd make you proud Guess what I lied I never tried I never try I don't belong I don't belong