Bleed

I'm not what you want but I'm still yours to have Feel free to Desecrate my bones And leave me Out with your trash To feed the birds and the mice At least I Won't go to waste I'm glad the skin that holds me closed Is within Something else's taste I lost my mind Last time I let someone in my life Is it supposed to be like this Is it supposed to bleed like this Suture all holes Cauterize the cuts I'm too Old to be this stupid I'm too Sad to smile this much And if the ocean were your words I'd just Let myself sink Go to sleep with all the fishes And old wreckage No one needs I lost my mind Last time I let someone in my life Am I supposed to be like this Am I supposed to shake my fists Am I supposed to feel this way Am I supposed to kneel and pray I lost my mind Last time I let someone in my life Am I supposed to feel like this Am I supposed to shake my fists Am I supposed to feel this way Am I supposed to kneel and pray Am I supposed to be like this Am I supposed to bleed like this