Smile (feat. Marlinda)

It's been a little hard to smile lately Clocking 40s I've been on my hundredth mile lately I been pushing, life been whooping, on my ass with proper footing How I'm looking, thoughts of reaching for that towel lately I ain't been feeling all that proud lately Numbers growing, shit but cycle through these doubts daily So optimism quite clouded and shit the more I kick out of it Need suggestion, direction out of this drought, safety They say a sermon help, still going through a lot They tell me love ain't wealth, I'm looking at the crib that my momma still ain't got I'm stuck up in this box Of shit I wish I didn't have to jot I'm running out of clock I'm lining up for slot Do tell me that the feelings same when I make this drop As when I cop the ring, some chains, and convertible top Or when this name reach heights in shops of a Kenny and Pac I been lost between a rock and the thought of what I'm not Trying to float so far When you go so hard When you know what you want and It's so hard It's all in your heart but Your mind tears apart til It's part of who you are Do go hard Swinging for the fences Agendas I can sense it Feeling just a little bit defenseless Tell me what's a mention Forgiatoes, ocean view that's rented A 40 piece, the gwualla when you winless Peak into these lenses Feelings getting little bit relentless Fuck it I need dollar plus the interest Some commas when I finish Feelings getting too real to condense it Rinse it, only way is put it in the motherfucking pen I think the saying go we supposed break and never bend Cause I been 8 below, the pavement low holding these ends Stressing I ain't dropped since what before this past Decem Lessons, needed blessings I been working on these gems And how I can exceed your definition of a 10 Flip it for a dub to smoke a rapper for the trend That's Nostalgia, sitting in Ms. Wheelers class again Back when I didn't have to settle for a grin Trying to float so far When you go so hard When you know what you want and It's so hard It's all in your heart but Your mind tears apart til It's part of who you are Do go hard