Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply

If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping

Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking

So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking

I just had to think to myself who really think about me

Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see

You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be

If you my dog you my dog **** we gone keep that between you and me

It's a problem its nothing to solve

That's how I feel when it's liquor involved

Slick with the pickle belong in a jar

Smoking this gas I belong with the stars

I was feeling fucked up I didn't even fuck with the squad

I was down bad needed some time for me

I was too busy trying to get money I ain't really have time to pee

But when this shit came back ten fold I was like mane it's time to eat

Cause when it's bank rolls over stank hoes I don't be having no time to sleep

Wanna thank my **** for believing in me I ain't believe in myself

I didn't believe it wanna help everybody ain't helping myself

I wasn't thinking I just know I was doing too much drinking

I felt like I wanted to double up but I didn't I pour up a double cup

How I'm living I live like I wanna bruh

Shit I wanted to make a mill quick

Want a pretty bitch looking real thick

Want a house like my **** doing it big

All these hoes they just wanna take a pic

All this money look like I hit a lick

Get up off my dick save it for my bitch

Sometimes it feel like I took the long road

It's some people I care about and they don't really give a fuck about Joe

Its some things I don't wanna talk about

It's some things you just wouldn't understand

Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply

If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping

Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking

So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking

I just had to think to myself who really think about me

Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see

You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be

If you my dog you my dog **** we gone keep that between you and me

We kept that between you and me that's how I know you my dog

That's how I know you a real chick cause you accepting my flaws

If you mine then you mine yeah yeah

It's a lot going through my mind yeah yeah

Cause these women ain't real and these **** ain't real I be telling it straight like it is

It be coming out harsh some people tell me things hit me straight in my ribs

How would you feel if you lost so many of your ****

Like that was my dog if I hit a lick then my **** involved

If they want beef then my homie get called

Now I'm drinking liquor too much

Now I'm fucking bitches too much

Sorry momma but this how I feel

When I'm in the streets I can get killed

I don't wanna die young

Will somebody please pray for me

I don't wanna die right now no

I got a daughter that need her daddy

Like how many daughter's need they pappy

I guess I was in a rush doing too much thinking bout myself yeah

I guess I was thinking bout myself too much yeah

Didn't wanna talk about pain but this pain hurt so deeply

If I gotta go then Lord take me when I'm sleeping

Feel like I'm addicted I don't wanna stop this drinking

So much on my mind nobody know what I be thinking

I just had to think to myself who really think about me

Who really here for you dog open your eyes up and see

You'd be surprised who down for you you'd be surprised who it be

If you my dog you my dog **** we gone keep that between you and me

Joe the truth ****

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Oh oh woah