Fall Asleep

When you are away from me

I can't even fall asleep

When I close my eyes you're all I see

You take all of me

Staring at the phone again

Wish you weren't my only friend

Thinking of the ways that I can trick my brain

To descend, 'neath the waves

Slip away again

Now I'm feeling myself decay

But I can't seem to drift away

Why does this happen every day?

I don't know

I don't know

I can't even explain it

The time that I've dedicated

To tryna put back the pieces

Of a puzzle that I don't comprehend

Sometimes I feel like my brain's not my friend

Why should I write the story, I don't like the end?

But maybe if I try harder

I'll find a way to restart it

So I can get back to where I've been

I don't know

I don't know

When you are away from me

I can't even fall asleep

When I close my eyes you're all I see

You take all of me

Just a fat kid walking on a tightrope

Treading uphill, tryna find the right slope

Feel like the devil's got his hand on my throat

Maybe one of these days I just might choke

But until then I'm swimming

But every time that I'm winning

I get stuck at the beginning

But still I know I'll find a way

'Cuz I cannot stay

Trapped inside this place

For another day

Time to make a change

I just feel so defeated

I can feel myself breathing

And now my pulse, it is speeding

As I stare up at the ceiling

And now my mind started reeling

And as the Earth I am leaving

I can watch my thoughts float away

They're slowly receding

Now I'm missing yesterday

As I slip away

Consciousness is frayed

Maybe for today

I will be okay, but

I don't know

I don't know

When you are away from me

I can't even fall asleep

When I close my eyes you're all I see

You take all of me

(All of me)

(All of)