Party of One

Caught up in my feelings No matter how hard I try I can't get out My heart needs healing Revealing it's loneliness and distress I'm about to give in, let the pathetic side win Empathy is gone Yet it's been like this for so long I've always been by myself here I'm at a party of one And it isn't fun as it used to be I know usually, I don't mind being alone But now the results shown Say I want company 'Cause this party is not for me! Can we bring another person Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine? I can't make up my mind Maybe it's because I tend to stay in my room Avoiding the idea of table for two It's not getting better riding solo forever My energy declining faster than ever The balloons have been popped, streamers thrown away The music had stopped And no one has stayed around (Should have stayed away) To change my fate And at this rate I'll still state that I'm at a party of one And it isn't fun as it used to be I know usually, I don't mind being alone But now the results shown Say I want company 'Cause this party is not for me! Can we bring another person Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine? I can't make up my mind Do I need other people to be happy? In this moment, I feel crappy With it just being me But my soul won't get bruised If I choose to continue on with the way I am I could be fine But I can't make up my mind I'm at a party of one And it isn't fun as it used to be I know usually, I don't mind being alone But now the results shown Say I want company 'Cause this party is not for me! I'm at a party of one And it isn't fun as it used to be I know usually, I don't mind being alone But now the results shown Say I want company 'Cause this party is not for me! Can we bring another person Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine? I can't make up my mind Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one (Blow out the candles) Party of one (Make a wish!) Party of one (What did I wish for?) Party of one (For me to accept this) Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one Party of one