August

I remember back in August Back when I ain't even know I want this Seems so long ago, used to tell myself I got this Even when I didn't, I was tryna find a goddess Even when I didn't, and success seemed like the farthest Thing away but I'll speak it into existence Say I got it right now, even though it's distant And I'm steady makin' songs, but nobody listens Eyes closed while I focus on my vision, but I Gotta take my time, remain patient, but I See my spot, and I see that it's vacant, and I Can't help feeling this feeling that it's do or die I wish I could just make up my mind, but I Have no idea where this life that I'm in is headed Know I got the madness, I can never find the method Everywhere I look I just see dead ends, lost and still letting these demons just get in the way They say it's once in a lifetime, so I just pray Tryna learn to see the color in the shades of gray Always got my own umbrella in the pouring rain Always got my own back, I can finally say Say, yeah, I can finally say Wishin' things were different, wishin' they could stay the same Used to hate these demons, now I'm kinda glad they came Sing about me, imma never fade away I remember back in August Back when I ain't even know I want this Seems so long ago, used to tell myself I got this Even when I didn't, I was tryna find a goddess Even when I didn't, and success seemed like the farthest Thing away but I'll speak it into existence Say I got it right now, even though it's distant And I'm steady makin' songs, but nobody listens Eyes closed, focus on my vision I remember back in August Back when I ain't even know I want this Seems so long ago, used to tell myself I got this Even when I didn't, I was tryna find a goddess Even when success seemed like the farthest I remember back in August Back when I ain't even know I want this Back when I ain't even know I want this Back when I ain't even know I want this Yeah, yeah