Alpines

The doctor says im needing Prozac But i need a night with a little bit of throwback Everything will be alright i got the nine with the slide back No denying that i fight back They say i need these pills but they wrong Acting like it aint real to feel low Tell me that its so wrong to get blowed Without the pharmacy i cant even cope Know theres uncertainty thats for sure I keep it moving but im losing hope You know im never at the end of my rope And im never gonna sell my soul Feels like i really need to burn one Seems like this worlds really on one All the hatred and the pain already been done We just waiting for the end with machine guns Tired of the reruns Keep the pills we dont need none Doctors kill like the seasons And its just begun I been quarantined for the long run It dont mean a thing when im lonesome Walls been feeling like its Folsom Dont be fucking with my dreams im the wrong one Swear i need to get it all together And ill never stop trying to get better Ive been cursed since an infant Maby god made a misprint reprint Im a keep pushing for the long run Im a keep my foot until its all done Im just tired of it all coming undone Tell me why i feel alone Tell me why its getting harder just to move on Tell me why i gotta push it just to feel strong Sittin in the distance counting up all my wrongs I been going through shit for a long time Need to change but it must be the wrong time Taking pills swear i need me a lifeline Im a turn the music up in my alpines Im a turn the music up in my alpines Im a go hard at the bass line With the windows down so i feel the sunshine Im a turn the music up in my alpines Sometimes i just get in these moods i just feel so alone I just dont know what i need to do sometimes I needed an outlet from all of that pain Had me so beat down Emotionally broken and feeling so drained So what did i do I kept my feet moving i walked through the rain But when i got lost i remembered your name Went thru it all to build strength in vain And I won't give it up staying focused on change I done been the bad guy yeah I know I was never supposed to play that role I got a heart full of love and it shows But they still wanna curse my soul I was stuck on that page had to turn that No self respect I had to earn that My insecurities yeah I Never was enough But I had to get past that and embrace self love Been waiting for a min now Steady going in and out Wonder if they see me now Now they know I been about Been up in my feelings now Leaving when your feeling down Sorry you couldn't reach me now Gotta turn the music loud This is how it's gotta be I Gotta find a part of me Something in my artistry Feeling like an Odyssey Take me to another level I could never feel enough Stayin away from devils Cause I'm only trying to feel love And I'm trying to be blessed And give thanks for the rest Cause even in my worst I was praying for the best Going against the grain Going harder then the rest And I'm gonna keep going until I find it Even though I'm feeling like I'm blinded Gotta get it right now no rewinding Cause there will never be a perfect timing Tell me why i feel alone Tell me why its getting harder just to move on Tell me why i gotta push it just to feel strong Sittin in the distance counting up all my wrongs I been going through shit for a long time Need to change but it must be the wrong time Taking pills swear i need me a lifeline Im a turn the music up in my alpines Im a turn the music up in my alpines Im a go hard at the bass line With the windows down so i feel the sunshine Im a turn the music up in my alpines