Time

I just need my release I'm so pent up I miss dodging the Police in a Sorento I miss feeling that high when I got you I'm addicted to this game I know you are too but Planets seem to align when the time's right I tried to play it cool, I know that I'm the fool And when we meet again I get adrenaline Time is evil Time is the force that makes us rot Time organizes everything you love inside a box Time's forever Time isn't measured by a calendar or dial Time is wasted if you're in denial Time is purpose Time is history and what your worth is Time is how you see yourself behind those silk curtains Time is rent Time is rarely well spent Time decides what kind of day to day life that you get Time is sacred Time is always what you make it Time is traded by your body in your sleep so you can wake up Time is money Time is what you're given if you're born rich And time sometimes can really be a bitch Time is how your brain stores your memory and pain Time can turn against you quick and make you go insane Time's that voice inside your head saying you're to blame Time is where anxiety can reign Time consumes everyone and everything Until this all feels like a distant memory or dream I wanna be angry at myself comparing others to my life But I'm angry at myself because i can't control time I question myself cause off in alignment I Talk to my myself not deserving the silence With smoke after smoke flick the ash in my eyelid Stuck in asylum I'm standing in silence Anxiety ringing it's sounding like sirens With Medicated white walls on his sinus So try to be ready before it begins Back on my bullshit I'm starting to grin Loosen the noose then I tie up loose ends The barrel is smoking Now watch me descend Underrated is a understatement When You take it back and then you can't escape it Face to face and then he hit the pavement Now we breaking walls I'm calling that the basement Four years that was so amazing The feeling you get when you cant replace it On to the next i was always patient Got sick of waiting now it's time to change it like I'm sorry I do love you though Kept the peace I had to play my part Gassed myself before the race could start When the light turned green my brakes locked And doing too much began losing its charm Price tag cost a leg and arm Paid in full now my balance gone The direction ahead me is vague I'm lost Arrows pointing all over The intro to Drake and Josh Played mediator for way too long Feel my thoughts begin to datamosh Routine I'm uneasy uproot I'm gone It's easier for me to move along And I'm gone I bare a cross Positioned to the middle of my head like If I can't make this work then I'm better off dead I reconsider life decisions like I'm at the drive thru Like what the hell you want? yo stop staring at the menu A list of discontinued bad habits filling up reciepts Reliving ground floor moments back when hogs were chasing me But different Fase, different days, same problems I tell myself I gotta be the best or it's back to the bottom Like I gotta write the greatest verse just to prove my worth Make everybody else on the track re-write their verse But I don't even know what I'm gonna say to make it bang Cause every time I'm Fase to face against a mic I just complain Maybe a sixteen about six teens tryna make it From a basement, to a day job, to a proper album placement Like every other track so my writer's block engages I'm sick of chasing like I'm it Sick of looking like a clown for being myself once again I recede into my shell until a friend calls in like Next time it's gonna be different Next time it's gonna be different yeah Next time it's gonna be different Next time it's gonna be different yeah Next time it's gonna be different Next time it's gonna be different yeah Next time it's gonna be different Next time it's gonna be different yeah