My balance is off i can't think

Head in the kitchen fucking sink

Unavailable in both states of being

I'm gasping for air

Marooned with no flare

But the silver won't roll its fucking self

It's coming and i'm fumbling but i'm too drunk to feel it

I'm in a dark place in a foot race and i'm fucking losing

The light is dim and my eyes will acclimate

Twilight is where i will stay

Yeah i'm fucking okay

Different directions and lessons i've learned will not keep me from where i yearn to be

Hope until there's no hope left for me

Don't be careless, you might burn yourself

Misplacing my sorrows with the topshelf

Don't be so koi, learn love from a lykoi

Fish for answers in the ocean of your heart

My heart has endless depth and you'll fucking drown