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Clean
Singer/Songwriter
Clean was released on September 22, 2020 by Sun Star as a part of the album Ashes - EP
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Release DateSeptember 22, 2020
LabelSun Star
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Elanor Rosie Cutcliffe
Elanor Rosie Cutcliffe
Songwriter

Lyrics

I’m lifting up a glass
My hands they are shaking, shaking
Sober has turned to ash
Now I am here again
Here again
Band aids on my skin
And I am covering it all up again
This is my secret shame
I’m not clean anymore, not today
I’m sorry
Channeling sorrow red
My anger to hunger
For fullness
All that I want is a little control
What’s so wrong with that?
I know it doesn’t work that way
But I couldn’t resist, not today
I guess it all just gets too much
And I’m lonely and numb
I just wanna feel something
Other than the hurt inside
I’m not clean
Let the scars on my skin just say it for me
I tried
I tried so hard to make things right
But here I am
Laying it out, this is me
I’m not clean
These are things that I promised I would never go back to
But can you blame me after all I have been through
Please don’t be angry
I did not mean to end up here again
It’s just so hard to keep it together
After all, I’m only human
With band aids on my skin
I am covering it all up again
This is my secret shame
I’m not clean anymore
Written by: Elanor Rosie Cutcliffe
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