Dispirited

I'm sick of darkness As the theme Of every day Feels like it's Just a bad dream I think I'm runnin Outta ways to stay afloat And these shadows keep On tightening their grip Around my throat Choking, frantic Tryna gasp for air Screaming, but No one's ever there But me myself & I And anything we left behind Inside my thoughts and with Whatever's left Up in my mind I'm so tired of all the Nights I lay awake Tryna figure out exactly How much more that I can take I'm sick of being Stuck in this disheartened period Every day waking up Dispirited I'm feeling dispirited Wish I weren't so delimited Demons they revisited But fuck it still we in it Thoughts they be thinning Trauma has been imprinting Fuck how you feeling I wish this wasn't just the begining Look at what that am bringing This is that anthem for those with no souls For those who never reach their goals For those who fix their problem with a bowl And big ass bong yuh Wanna die, but to busy getting pie I don't let it slide nah Deal's denied, no you don't buy Cuz I supply, yo It is me on my own Too toxic, finna die alone Probably forever unknown With a throne to be fucking disowned I'm so tired of all the Nights I lay awake Tryna figure out exactly How much more that I can take I'm sick of being Stuck in this disheartened period Every day waking up Dispirited