Verse 1:

Lately i’ve been so alone, nobody calling my phone,

Nobody checking up just to see how I am doing, no

How am I doing though?

Not very well, but no one sees that

No one sees my face behind all my masks

Actually you might see me when I’m mad

But nobody, nobody sees when I’m sad

Nobody sees all the doubt that I go through

Nobody sees all the pain I hold on to

Nobody sees my self loathing, and asking what’s wrong with me

What’s wrong with me?

Why don’t I feel the way I feel I should?

Why do I hate myself, feel I’m no good?

Why is it I want attention and then the next second I don’t and complain about being alone?

Hook:

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been feeling low, feeling down and out

I’ve been feeling low, feeling full of doubt

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

This shit got a hold on,

This shit got a hold on me

This shit got a hold on me

Verse 2:

I feel like i’m living on repeat

With all of the bad shit that happens

It’s pretty much fucking predictable

Cuz I sit back and I notice the patterns

It seems like it’s one thing right after the next

Wish I could rid all this pain in my chest

Block out the shit that goes on in my head

Pray for the rain cuz it’s when I feel best

Yesterday broke down inside of my room

Back on the wall with my face in my hands

Muffled the cries, but tears fell in my lap

I can tell you first hand I didn’t feel like man

There’s no one I wanted to talk to

No one I wanted to call

Except for my mom, she didn’t pick up the phone

And I realized without her I’m fully alone

Hook:

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been feeling low, feeling down and out

I’ve been feeling low, feeling full of doubt

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

This shit got a hold on,

This shit got a hold on me

This shit got a hold on me

[Bridge]

This shit got a hold on, this shit got a hold on, this shit got a hold on me

I’ve been alone, I’ve been alone, I’ve been alone, been alone, been alone

Hook:

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been feeling low, feeling down and out

I’ve been feeling low, feeling full of doubt

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

I’ve been so alone, so alone, so alone

This shit got a hold on,

This shit got a hold on me

This shit got a hold on me