Running Toward

Sometimes I’m king of the world

Flying higher than the birds

Motivation's undeterred

Sometimes feel like my voice isn’t heard

I'm slurring words, my visions blurred

Running through my mind but I don’t even know what I’m running toward

Never know who I can trust because everyone plays an angle

And I never text back when I’m angry that shit just gets me in trouble

Always scared of confrontation so I just live in a bubble

And I think I drank too much because I’m finally seeing double

But it’s alright, I’m feeling fine

If you couldn’t tell that was a lie

I always walk alone at night

You’d think I was a monster with the thoughts in my head

I picked up the knife and held her in my arms as she bled

I held her in my arms as she bled

I think I’m better off dead

I’m better off dead

Sometimes I’m king of the world

Flying higher than the birds

Motivation's undeterred

Sometimes feel like my voice isn’t heard

I'm slurring words, my visions blurred

Running through my mind but I don’t even know what I’m running toward

But I’ll keep running anyway

So fast I hear my heart rate

So fast I got a heart ache

So fast my heart just might break

But I'll keep running anyway

I need to get my thoughts straight

Can I get my thoughts straight?

Can I get my thoughts straight?

Finally got my thoughts straight

Now that I have my thoughts straight and I don’t have a heartache

I finally don’t need validation to always keep my head sane

Now that I’m awake I know that I can keep myself safe

I can steal the devils face, I don’t ever give I take

Love it when I hear my name come out of someone else’s mouth

They never know what I’m about

They try to roast me for the clout

Yeah they always talk, yeah they always talk

I don't care if you like me so why don’t you just go take a walk

Sometimes I’m king of the world

Flying higher than the birds

Motivations undeterred

Sometimes feel like my voice isn’t heard

I'm slurring words, my visions blurred

Running through my mind but I don’t even know what I’m running toward

Finally feeling better

It just took a little effort

Never saying never

I love standing in the rain so that cold droplets hide my tears

Need to graduate to be a king because my names Amir

Wiped the tears off of my lens

The means justify the ends

Finally accepted all my sins

Now I’m tryna make amends

Started curving rats and snakes so I would say I’m doing fine

And this time it’s not a lie

All it took was time and wine

Still got demons in my head but I would say I’m doing great

I have dreams I need to chase

Won’t let you get all in my way

Sometimes I’m king of the world

Flying higher than the birds

Motivations undeterred

Used to feel like my voice wasn’t heard

That was absurd, I'm sure you’ve heard

Running through my mind but I finally learned what I’m running toward

Finally learned what I’m running toward

Finally learned what I’m running toward