Siren Head

Grim Peaks Yeah, I feel so dead inside I wake up every night and I say fuck my life Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die I hate this world, I hate existing Now my mental health is slipping Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30 'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy? I'm no longer scared of death, I just accept it I got cracks that started forming in my head, no time for resting I got shows and venues, time to fill these stages I can't take no breaks I'll stop when I push up some daisies Throw my millions in the grave Having suicidal thoughts on the tour bus But I put my smile on for everyone that's showing up 'Cause maybe I would feel much less alone if there was more of us The highest in the room's always the lowest one Yeah, ayy, yeah, yeah I feel so dead inside I wake up every night and I say fuck my life Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die I hate this world, I hate existing Now my mental health is slipping Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30 'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy? I just crawled out from the trenches Made five-hundred off of this shit I just flushed all my prescriptions Fuck the rapper life you living I just sold my fucking whip for a Civic Rather stack up my digits Than try to impress you bitches (Grim Peaks) Put a target on my head, I'll come out fine Like no matter what you try, I'll never die I don't do it for the fame, done this my whole life If you got a problem, yeah, you know where I live Yeah, I feel so dead inside I wake up every night and I say fuck my life Don't wanna try, but I still try for all the ones that wanna die I hate this world, I hate existing Now my mental health is slipping Reaper always trailing me so I'm saying good riddance I don't know if I still wanna do this when I'm 30 'Cause I got lots of people that are tryna do me dirty And I don't wanna die for this, these people wanna hurt me I don't think I'm worthy, brother am I worthy?