Hollow Heart

It's always one step forward then it's two steps back In my head, all I think about is death My suffering eternal, wounds infernal Misery keeps calling me, inflicting me, deeper and deeper Deeper and deeper, ecstatically eager I'm burning my body to set forth the reaper Suffocate in the black, a sanctitude of sick for me and you Crippling to the will of hatred No salvation to run to We all suffer in a cycle built and bound to claim us all Scraping through the agony we suffer so religiously SAVE ME Devour me alive or just gut me with a knife Nothing I can do will ever rid you of my life Every breath is agony, and all I know is THERE'S NO WAY OUT It writhes its way in Left to rot alone again Shackled by the chains of my own disdain Misery my company, endless agony consumed by the wounds which inflict me Of all the wounds that cover me none of them more burdening Than the hole in which the pain inside resides eternally Crawling in my skin Immeasurable torture Hollow heart Sunken and aching empty soul Devoid of hope My body is not whole Death stands in front of me Ridding me of all I see No more pain and misery The reapers gift has set me free Full of sin I'm pulling back my skin Tearing out my organs and exposing all the hate I've kept within Creeping, bleeding, seething, weeping Bury me alive, in a coffin full of knives Suffocating sickened cycles left me seeking out the scythe I yearn to feel peace once again I'd rather die than live like this