Maybe You Wanted This

Always on the road Headed in the wrong direction You miss your wife and kids Hazards of the occupation You had the gall to call It a miscalculation It was quite the euphemism That left me wondering Did you want it Even a little bit You've lived this way for so long It's more of a lifestyle than a habit So did you want it Maybe a little bit So used to self destruction Would you even be yourself without it Maybe you wanted this How long until we find That hidden, fine line When you're gone so very often That you're not even In my life And I'll be left Wondering why Why we wasted so much Time Did we want it Even a little bit You've lived this way for so long It's more of a lifestyle, than a habit So did you want it Maybe a little bit So used to self destruction Would you even be yourself without it Maybe you wanted this Maybe you wanted this It's not easy But you can change any time you want No, it's not easy But you can change any time you want It's not easy But you can change any time you want No, it's not easy You can change any time you want Did you want it Even a little bit You've lived this way for so long It's more of a lifestyle than a habit So did you want it Maybe a little bit So used to self destruction Would you even be yourself without it Maybe you wanted this