Nah, man, it's just another drink, you know I'm just having with it, it's just, you know, it's All good, man

Nah, man, c'mon it's just fun and games, I got it under control, I'm good about it, I'm, I'm

I'm ok

I got this shit under control, ok, understand, there's no problem with it, I'm ok

Damn

I'm fucked

Don't save me

(Don't, don't)

It’s closing in (Damn)

The walls are closing in

With every second passing

I can feel the pain spreading within (Uh)

Fuck this, not again (No)

I cannot go back again

For three days I was happy

Why did I take these hallucinogens (Why?)

But that’s just how my life goes (Yeah)

Couple highs, lots of lows (Uh)

Smile on, don't trust those (No)

Xanax and Adderalls (Fuck)

It’s funny how time slows

A couple more I might decompose (Yeah)

It will be over I suppose (No)

Both me and this shit blows (Uh-huh)

I used to be a chipper bloke (Yes)

All day I was cracking jokes (Ha-ha)

Hell-a surrounded by my folks

Changed in a heartbeat, call it a stroke

Now I lost my sanity

But I still kept my vanity

All traits of inhumanity

Ain’t a soul as lost as me

I don’t see it as a tragedy

Although I’m filled with anxiety

Don’t worry I got my remedy

It’s called losing my sobriety (Yeah)

Shit, I just lost control

Having times where I wake up (Uh)

But it hurts so bad

Won’t you be kind and fill my cup? (Please)

When you find me passed out

Unconscious in the street

Know I made my choice

To be feeling downbeat

Is there a shot at redemption?

Should I follow that pathway?

I pray I get to see the day

Where I could be at least ok (Yeah)

How did I get in this situation

Fighting these battles that I’m facing?

Was it the success I was chasing?

And on the way lost motivation

Or is it cause the ones i trusted started showing their true face (Huh?)

Is it cause the ones I fucked with started lying to my face

Is it cause I offered to much they start acting in disgrace

But these are my trust issue, so I don’t think that that’s the case (Nah)

Brought it on myself

Stop blaming people for that (Stop)

You chose to go on this path

And leave everybody back (It's you)

I packed my bag and left

Even though it didn’t feel right

I mean it was cool and all at first

The clubs, the parties, the life (Yup)

Little did I know

That it would bring me to this low

Could I give it all back?

Could life be like once before? (No)

I’m thinking too much (Much)

I’m thinking out loud (Loud)

Where the fuck is that pill?

As I’m tearing down the house

Copping mechanism?

Drugs without a prescription

Shit I made it to addiction

Now I’m shaking, now I’m twitching (Fuck)

When you find me passed out

Unconscious in the street

Know I made my choice

To be feeling downbeat

Is there a shot at redemption?

Should I follow that pathway?

I pray I get to see the day

Where I could be at least ok (C'mon)

Hell of a weekend

I cannot remember shit (Nope)

I know I left on Friday

Me and Snow White clicked

Now it’s time for church on Sunday

But I don’t know where I am (Guide me)

I’m laughing on the sidewalk

But I’m crying deep within (Help!)

Ok, I have to stop

But in my pocket there’s a little bottle (Hey!)

Here we go again

I hope I’ll get to work tomorrow (Maybe)

So I can put on my bespoke suit, act like everything is ok

M, how was your weekend?

Shit, I had better days

You know, it was alright

Went to the park, took a walk (Yeah)

Little do they know

I almost ended up a line of chalk

In my mind, I’m a strong character

Lying to myself it’s just a phase (Mhm)

But after a vodka canister

I acknowledge that I lost my ways (Gone)

No way I can bounce back

Stuck in this rut for life

I would be lying if said that

I didn’t think about ending my life (Done)

It’s a waste of time

And I’m a waste of human

I am not assuming (No)

No chance for me to be blooming (Nada)

I made my piece with it

How this life will carry on

Shit, can't be the only one

Better luck in the next one (Uh)

When you find me passed out

Unconscious in the street

Know I made my choice

To be feeling downbeat

Is there a shot at redemption?

Should I follow that pathway?

I pray I get to see the day

Where I could be at least ok