Scream

Waiting, waiting for something to lose Hanging in a world that fears to choose And I myself fear to make decisions World, laws, society took away the permission Waiting for a time, where I know I am free A time where I can form myself and be Will I ever feel my feelings again Or just turn in my lethargy like a boomerang And I'll scream until there's nothing more that keeps me to stay And my breath burns all my faith in good away And I will never try again to escape I will never try again to escape Will I ever climb out of that deep black gorge Or sit there all alone with nothing but a torch And if I break down I've got nothing to fear It's not the world, it's the demon Unshaped, unseizable and beyond recognition It steals happiness and power to move It fosters fear and hate and forces the loss of cognition But we enter its door, there's nothing else left to choose And I will never try again to escape I will never try again to escape And I will never try again to escape I will never try again to escape And it's made by our selves It degrades us from our core It scrunches our will to keep eye contact to shore Until we float apart and end up being waves And I will never try again to escape I will never try again to escape And I will never escape I will never escape