'script on a Bottle

If I could say no

If I couldn’t feel this

I wouldn’t be at a door looking for someone else who could heal this

If it wasn’t so strong

If it wasn’t so often

I wouldn’t be in a room where I knew there were clothes coming off in

But my head is pounding

Can’t breathe I’m drowning

So medicate it

Won’t complicate it

Keep it clean, this isn’t a thing

A daily routine, a 'script on a bottle

Twice a day to manage the pain

But it messed with my brain when this got horizontal

Keep you in reach

Next to my bed

In case I need another 'script on a bottle

Oh

Now that I’m low

Now that I’m sober

You got me chasing that first high now that it’s over

Wish I could kick it

Wish I could flush it

Wish I could trick my mind into thinking that I didn’t love it

Can’t check myself in

Wasn’t my intention

To get so lost in

This intervention

Keep it clean, this isn’t a thing

A daily routine, a 'script on a bottle

Twice a day to manage the pain

But it messed with my brain when this got horizontal

Keep you in reach

Next to my bed

In case I need another 'script on a bottle

Oh

When you’re around everything changes

It helps me deal

I spend a lot of time thinking about

How good it feels

Don’t wanna crash

Don’t wanna ever be

Back in my old reality

I prefer the pharmacy

Keep it clean, this isn’t a thing

A daily routine, a 'script on a bottle

Twice a day to manage the pain

But it messed with my brain when this got horizontal

Keep you in reach

Next to my bed

In case I need another 'script on a bottle

Oh