Thought it was ‘sposed to be some grand revelation I’d wake up, it’d all make sense

thought I’d be over you and ready to shake

all of the self-pity and bullshit in my head

One day I’d be broken in a million different ways and then the next I’d start to feel the pieces mend I’m waiting for it, but I’m getting impatient

Since you left I’ve been a goddamn mess

and I’m so lost

without you now

And I know that I should move on but I don’t know how You’re gone

And that’s sunk in

Now I’m waiting on the moment where it all works out

When the hurt dies down

And thes feeling goes

I can walk downtown

Without seeing ghosts

I won’t need three drinks

just to chase the thought of you When your words fade out

and the life we had

Is all photographs

When it ain’t so sad

I won’t need three drinks

Just to chase the thought of you

I guess this feeling’s just a part of a process

Small steps ’til you walk again

But it feels like I've been running since the day that you left I wonder how long ’til my legs give in

I’m looking rough and living hard like I used to Back in the day when we first met

I’m smoking cigarettes and shaking in my shoes trying to get the thought of you out of my head