Heavy

(The whole 20) I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna told me up Ain't asking for help, I'm stubborn and I know myself I've gotten heavy, nobody wanna hold me up Ain't asking for help, I should be strong enough to do it myself But I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink It must be all the drink Yeah, it keeps me up Makes me think, too much too deep I'm too young to feel this shit I wonder how I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four) I think the sky looks pretty Even though the weather's shitty I bet you right now That behind all the clouds are blue I'm telling you I think there's hope up there for me Maybe I can finally meet Amy Just gotta get out of this old city Trying to relax, kick back put on the TV Gave up on myself, started writing my CV And Jackie didn't help She's always talking money this and money that Get a job instead of sitting 'round and getting fat I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink It must be all the drink (drink) Yeah, it keeps me up Makes me think, too much too deep I'm too young to feel this shit I wonder how long I can hold my breath (one, two, three, four) I think the sky looks pretty Even though the weather's shitty I bet you right now That behind all the clouds are blue I'm telling you I think there's hope up there for me Maybe I can finally meet Amy Just gotta get out of this old city What's meant to be will be If I go under, don't save me I'm not afraid, no, I'm not afraid 'Cause I bet I'll get played, better get paid Send it to my momma and my family estate Hit a billion plays, Label gets paid From another dead singer, but now you know my name I think the sky looks pretty (but now you know my name) Even though the weather's shitty (let it) I bet you right now That behind all the clouds are blue (behind all the clouds are blue, baby) I'm telling you I think there's hope up there for me (hope up there for me) Maybe I can finally meet Amy (meet Amy) Just gotta get out of this old city (gotta get out) Got to get out Got to get out Don't wanna be here anymore