Riptide

I have done bad things, did them to good people Got no self-control, it's the root of my evil Wage war in my head when I'm tryna keep it peaceful A little feels good, a little more and it's lethal Save me from myself I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide These bad habits, they die too slow I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide But if you love me, let me go I get high to leave all these problems on the ground Then to my surprise, they're right there when I come back down I do it like I've done before, a million times A million and one, and I lose my mind Save me from myself I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide These bad habits, they die too slow I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide But if you love me, let me go But if you love me, let me go Got cold by the current, 'til I'm runnin' out of breath Got dragged back down, feel the water in my chest I've tried getting better, did all of the twelve steps Whoever would'a thought? Whoever could've guessed? The harder that I chase it, the further that it gets The harder that I chase it I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide These bad habits, they die too slow I've been caught up in the riptide For too long 'cause it's all I know I've been lettin' this shit slide But if you love me, let me go Let me go But if you love me, let me go