Fear

Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death

I will fear no evil

For You are with me

Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me

I honestly grow insecure as I get older

'Cause even when you hot

There comes a day when you get colder

Comes a day when you slower

Time is takin' it's toll

Forty five on the back of the Jersey upon your soul

I'm scared of lettin' go

I don't know what the future holds

My nightmares are havin' nightmares

I'm quite scared of what's right and fair

How I fare an eternity

Will I hear well done when He turn to me

Will I hear you care too much 'bout all this stuff that really don't matter

You chased the wind and you won it

Got to the top of a two foot ladder

What's after, I can capture all this mess my heart was after

Will I end up empty handed when I stand before my master

Did I master the mathematics of a passive disaster

Addin' my selfish ambition all the while subtractin' what matters

I don't know

Late nights, I can't sleep

Will I fall when I peek?

Through the curtains all I see

Fingers pointed at me

And they watchin'

And they watchin'

And I'm wonderin'

What they thinkin', thinkin' 'bout

At late nights I can't sleep

Countin' cash, countin' sheep

Through the curtains all I see

Fingers pointed right at me

And I'm watchin'

And I'm watchin'

And I'm wonderin'

What they thinkin', thinkin' 'bout it all

In high school we tried to act all tough

I remember a couple times I couldn't back that up

Like when I ran from them vatos

Scuffin' up my zapatos

Scared of losin' my hide

I was so embarrassed inside

If I could go back in time

I would stand and say somethin' like

I ain't never scared

Never scared, never scared

I'm lyin', I'm scared of these thoughts in my head

I'm scared of possibly pushin' people right over the ledge

When I say I pledge allegiance to the struggle

Then I turn around and buckle

Under stress and under pressure

Bible on my dresser that could teach my pain a lesson

But I'd rather no address it

Address is in depression

I'm scared if I confess it

That you gon' look at me like I'm somethin' less and I'm such a mess

Celui qui a peur d'admettre ses craintes

Et c'est lui qui ne pourra pas les surmonter

On trouve la liberté dans la confession

Et la liberté dans la reconnaissance

Yeah and it just so happens I'm wrestlin' with my status

I'm tryna see me like He do

Not focusin' on this madness

They count on me, count me out on account of they fear and doubts

Keep account of my wrongs

Tryna keep me inside they house

Some just keep me around

Gotta wonder what's that's about

Yeah, they wanna be politically correct I suppose

But I'm comfortable in my skin

While they just pretend in they clothes

I'm scared of fallin' and failin' in front of all my foes

And I feel some friends are unfaithful

So I keep my small circle closed

I don't want no hand outs or favors

No functional saviors

I'ma tell that truth till it kill me

And I'm chillin' with my creator

Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus, Jesus to all of my haters

For the ones that think I forgot Him

And the ones who won't let me say it

I ain't scared no more

Late nights, I can't sleep

Will I fall when I peek?

Through the curtains all I see

Fingers pointed at me

And they watchin'

And they watchin'

And I'm wonderin'

What they thinkin', thinkin' 'bout

At late nights I can't sleep

Countin' cash, countin' sheep

Through the curtains all I see

Fingers pointed right at me

And I'm watchin'

And I'm watchin'

And I'm wonderin'

What they thinkin', thinkin' 'bout

Everybody always

They gon' have somethin' to say

Whether you like it or not

Everybody always

They gon' have somethin' to say

Baby, don't take it to heart

Somethin' to say

恐怖を受け入れることを恐れたのは

(Always, always)

それに打ち勝つことはできないだろう

(Always, always)

全てを受け入れたその先に

(Always, always)

自由は存在し、恐怖は解き放たれる

(Always, always) (Don't you worry)

(Always, always) (Don't you let us go to sleep, no, no, no, no)

(Always, always)

(No, no, no, no, no) (Always, always)

(Always, always) (Don't you worry)