Still Bleeding (feat. Co Campbell)

How to begin, can I be honest?

It took a while just to write this well here it is

I needed courage just to grab the pen

Same weapon you infected me when I used to recite this

That's my word, it's so ironic

How these phonics are made of frequency waves that can stir

Oceans of emotions and evoke them old things

I need composure just to compose them

Digging up memories I tried to bury

Unlocking tombs that I bolted

And I don't know if you'll ever hear me

But I got salt in my wounds from the tears that resulted

Every hurt shows we're mortal

And every scar has a story every story has a moral

Every memory's a portal to the past pain

And most of the time it's caused by somebody with your last name

Like a car running into a brick wall

Is how your words crashed into my heart

What was so minor to you, was so major to me

And all I wait for is words like sorry, forgive me

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

The same tongue that you used to say you love me

Was being shoved in somebody else's mouth

Don't you touch me, I'm disgusted

You should've just told me that you lust me

Trust fell out from underneath me

And the walls from the house we built fell down and they crushed me

Walking on stilts losing my balance

Your words are so filthy you don't even know the damage

God used words to create this planet, so be careful with 'em

It isn't even really what you said, it's what you didn't

I left text and voice mails you acting like you missed them

I got confirmation they delivered

You spoke silence you just go and stay quiet like I ain't existing

Well, look at how things shifted at first you blew kisses now you want some more slickness

And I ain't even got it inside me to give forgiveness

I gotta find it at the place where he said it's finished

Yeah, you tried to kill me with your words

But now I use words to make a living

With a DJ, oh, how the tables turn

So I'ma use mine to point people to the savior

The one who speak life to the dead and they wake up

Stick and stones may break some bones

And some words scar forever your heart forever

Make it hard to get up, hurt people, hurt people see you

We're just bleeding and you wanted me to bleed too

Like a car running into a brick wall

Is how your words crashed into my heart

What was so minor to you was so major to me

And all I wait for is words like sorry forgive me

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

I'm still bleeding

Yeah, I'm still bleeding