Open Letter (Battlefield) [feat. Trip Lee, Swoope & Jai]

I really appreciate ya'll comin' out to pray with me man My heart's just been real heavy here lately man I got a stack of letters here and I thought we should read a couple of 'em And pray at the end, so I got one right here from Atlanta, it says: Dear KB, What's goin' on it's Ashley from the show, That you was doin' with Trip Lee The Crew and the Spirit was movin' man it was really dope When y'all left the A, I was so encouraged in the faith And I blessed the Lord for HGA I wanna start this off by sayin' thanks (There's a battle goin' on) But lately, I've had this struggle with: Secrets of my past in the past five years of singleness (I know it) I'm lustin' I'm sinnin' but my lust here is different Since I've been so alone I kinda long for the touch of a woman (There's a battle goin' on) And I know it's wrong, but dudes never ever show me attention I go unnoticed, it was a joke but girls show me interest Dudes at my church say that I'm the type of chick that they want (they lie) But when I see the girl they date I know they really don't I get jealous quick I hate the mirror I don't feel pretty I've even contemplated surgery to feel skinny I know it's real silly, the world tells me just embrace it You were born this way (that's a lie, it's just lust) I tried talking to the people at church but they just look at me funny only adding to the hurt Now I'm torn 'cause the other day I stumbled over porn I'm supposed to be a leader man how can I move on? I know (this is a lie) That's why I'm comin' to you prayin' I'm prayin' that you can pray for you sister to make it through I'm crying as I write 'cause I wanna be right Many girls have fallen and I don't wanna fall too There's a war inside my heart and mind every day I fight it So make me align to the truth and rely on your Spirit inside me (It's time to make) war war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield War war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield Dear KB, We're big fans of yours me and my lady When you came to the show we was in the front row screamin' one one six goin' crazy all for the HGA, was a crazy night What's even crazier is the girl I was datin' then is fiance, now I'm engaged to her The words that you left man rocked us so I went and got her left hand rocked up But if I could be honest I'm tryin' hard to abstain and not get her knocked up Of course I want kids, but even more than that I wanna please the Father But when I look into her eyes I can't concentrate man I can't even lie I wanna consummate She's the one I'm sure, but I wanna stay pure Scary the way that I'm yearning for her Gettin' married but I'm burnin' for her Hard for me to wait till she walk in that aisle Down in a white gown, I'm thinkin' night gown, man I wanna do it right now Why wait when I feel like she my wife now? The way that I'm feelin' is natural, but KB is it godly? Is it wrong lust, or strong love that's feelin' inside for wifey? Honor the Lord in datin' her Wanna do the same in waitin' but this temptation's a beast please pray for us There's a war inside my heart and mind every day I fight it So make me align to the truth and rely on your Spirit inside me (It's time to make) war war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield War war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield Dear God, We come in His name The slain and risen Who's runnin' this thing Christ the Lord, the one who can bring Healin' the hurts of the ones that He claims We think we got nothin' to gain By clingin' to Christ the love of the King But He was under the same Tempted and hurt He's accustomed to pain Though they feel it feel it Pain but they joy can kill it kill it Feelin' like life been pillaged Can I please intercede for a minute This is Not out of Your grasp Your grace can shake, Your power can smash I pray this hour and ask Allow them to see Your power surpass That sin devour their past Drowning with mercy, shower them fast Give 'em the faith to follow the Father He's Abba, Your Honor, please swallow the trash Dear Lord, you were never gone You promised You'd make 'em forever strong Your arm isn't short, it is very long Make 'em like Christ, You get 'em home There's a war inside my heart and mind every day I fight it So make me align to the truth and rely on your Spirit inside me (It's time to make) war war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield War war war war war war 'cause life is a battlefield