You Know Who You Are and I Hate You

Can't hold the weight of my thoughts They're too heavy Think I'll just stay in my room Won't you let me? Been a good couple of months since you left Now that you're back We both know what comes next I don't wanna go (Nope) I don't wanna fake it I just wanna know (Mhm) If I can shake it My apologies (Yep) I don't do this often Think I gotta go (Uh huh) 'Cause I don't feel like talking All day I fight your voice in my head 'Cause it's not right Rain clouds my mind Won't sleep tonight Can't hold the weight of my thoughts They're too heavy Think I'll just stay in my room Won't you let me? Been a good couple of months since you left Now that you're back We both know Guess that I'm broken I just keep choking On words that I'm trying To get in the open Why can't you tell? I just don't feel like myself All day I fight your voice in my head 'Cause it's not right Rain clouds my mind Won't sleep tonight Please don't judge me Clearly I'm struggling To function like I should Let go of things when they get good Push out the people That I should let in You make me make enemies Out of my friends Can't hold the weight of my thoughts They're too heavy (They're too heavy) Think I'll just stay in my room Won't you let me? (Won't you let me?) Been a good couple of months since you left Now that you're back We both know what comes next (Now that you're back) Can't hold the weight of my thoughts, They're too heavy (Hold the weight of my thoughts) Think I'll just stay in my room, (They're too heavy) Won't you let me? (Way too heavy) Been a good couple of months since you left Now that you're back Please don't come back