Revenant

Shy away from This tenuous Task must get done Or the revenant Will swallow us whole Hollow these goals I'm hesitant To embrace what I'm not To learn what still draws Habitual States Claw away At what I create Try to seperate Shy away from elegance Bloody up and dirty up this revenant With what I have learned What i've discerned As I descend To dive in to deep Tear at the seems Of my old ways Habitual States Claw away At what I create Try to seperate From this habitual state of decay These forgotten thoughts, forgotten wants Trying not to Forget the words, the form of this revenant How relevant these Forgotten thoughts Forgotten wants Driving me forward But not moving on Fought with the need to never succeed Fought with past to join the present I'm trying not to Forget the words, the form of my past again This revenant Habitual States Claw away At what I create Try to seperate This habitual state of decay These forgotten thoughts, forgotten wants