With displeasure I appease you just to follow your lead

I'm disgusted by my actions almost every day and I don't need you

You can finally erase all the memories that you have and all the good times you saved

They mean nothing to me at all

Bet you bite your tongue

I never fucking asked for this and you can take it all back with you

You can face this all alone if it's what you want

I can't believe I've never seen this as it is. Are we just a blur?

You just cut, cut, cut, cut me up 'cause it feels so good

It's impressively saddening

And I've seen pain breed

With all those I've come to need

I can't keep acting like I'm just a person that doesn't feel defeat

I compare myself with everything else instead

It's as pathetic as it feels yet I continue to just embrace

I forget how to forget as I waste my days

It's such a fucking nuisance

And I'm so complacently defenseless to my own hate

It breaks and it throws away

It bludgeons the faith encased

I can't pretend to save what's left if there's anything

It's all just a fucking shame

There's only disappointment

For all those that have ever entrusted me

And I fear

That the blight has engulfed my frame

Will I steer from the vices that resonate?

I am far from perfection

I guess I never gave a

Fuck

And I won't begin to now

No